sometimes it seems like I've got all the answers but the answers aren't the same when the questions keep on changing, like how will I react when I see my father crying every single day cause he is afraid of dying? And how will I contain my anger when delilah plays 'unchained melody' instead of 'lost in your eyes'? And where will I go where I can feel safe when my family sells this place and we all split up and move away? 
I'm trying to be brave cause when I'm brave other people feel brave but I feel like my heart is caving in